Snoozing

I still regret about my mistake,letting my mom read kathandara's post-low cut blouse,showing & hiding! i'm not fond of low cut blouse-but by this rate i'll have to wear hijabs soon.

yesterday I wore my favourite top.a light blue one.well when I went to kiss my mom she looked at me for several minutes,& asked- I see,showing off 'assets'!pull your blouse up!' I was so angry.it's true it shows some skin but not much to worry about.while pulling it up I made her even angrier saying 'anyway mom I don't have much 'assets'to show off..mom said-now you know how boys think about such things.so don't wear it!! wtf.that's one of my favourites!so I decide I should follow my old solution of wearing dumb skinnies.

hmmm todays topic is not low cut blouses.it's Snoozing!if I want to get up at 5a.m. I set my alarm at 4.45.do you know what happened today?well...

4.45-mmmh soooo sleepy.where's this damn phone.it's ringing but where da hell is it?found it.under the bed.ohhh.it's not a call.hmmm yeah.I must get up.but another 9min...mmmh....-pressed-Snooze.

4.54-mmmh....again...I can't...I need more sleep-Snoozed

5.04-Mr.cute's still sleeping.so is dazzled.why should I get up?mmmh....ok.-alarm turned off.but let me sleep one more minute

-after Wut seemed a minute-hmmm... everyone else love weekends.but me.hmmm.... Wutz da time now?5.20.hmmm...... wait a second

WHAT?ALREADY 5.20?Shit!!

*jumping off my bed I run to da bath room* this is what the-Snoozing option in my phone done to me.now i'm in the bus.wondering when will dazzled dash in to the class.if someone could count my yawns they'll crown me as the-miss yawn srilanka-hmmm.joint ventures with Mr.cute & strategic management with IL.luckily I did all home works.oki then.must stop.tc everybody:)tataa

i'm dreaming about rain..

It's 8.44.but only half of the lecture hall is full.students know about Mr.cute's behaviour after studying for one year with him.most probably he'll be here at 9.30.he's still dreaming...hmmm boring.today i'm lucky cos i'm in an AC room.poor mom & dad.they have to bear the heat,cursing the cloudless sky.yesterday was the worst day I saw in months.can't wear anything,it's too hot.I was wearing only a skinny & a short,but my whole body was soaked in sweat.our front yard is usually covered with grass,soft sweet smelling grass on which I really loved to walk with bare foot.now it looks like a burned hay sack.clouds of dust arise anywhere you put your step on.some Blogs I follow now post about snow & cold wind & lovely scenes.I feel jealous.it's all brown & gray here.just like my thoughts...just like my feelings...so i'm dreaming about rain

පරණ දින සටහන් 2

2006 සැප්තැම්බර් 1(සිකුරාදා)
ඉස්කෝලෙදි මැරෙන්න හෙම්බිරිස්සාව.මම සකූටයි,තරූටයි ice cream2,kit kat2 අරන් දුන්නා.chemistry වෙලාවෙදි සර් අහක බලද්දිම කෝන් එක අතින් අතට පාස් වෙනවා.මං ඇරෙන්න පන්තියෙ ඔක්කොම උන් අයිස් ක්‍රීම්2 බෙදාගෙන කෑවා.(මට හෙම්බිරිස්සාවනෙ!)මාර fun.සර්ට තේරුනා මොකක් හරි සීන් එකක්යනවා කියලා.ඒත් වැඩේ අහු උනේ නෑ.

2006 සැප්තැම්බර් 2 (සෙනසුරාදා)
Happy brithday to me //
Happy birthday dear Keanu Reevs & me...
Happy birthday to meeeeee!
මා....ර happy birthday එක.මට දැන්18ක්!මැරෙන්නම හෙම්බිරිස්සාව දැං නම්.උණත් වගේ.හතියත් තියනව.අද උදෙන්ම තාත්තා wish කලා.ඊට පස්සෙ චූටි අයියා(sky blue පාටින් ගලක් අල්ලපු ලස්සන lover1න් ගත්ත මුද්දක් දීලා)wish කලා.ඊට පස්සෙ අම්මා තොත්තුවක් දුන්නා.ඊට පස්සෙ ලොකු අයියා තොත්තුවක් දුන්නා.ඉෂ්,නිලූ,NIR,චාමර,සහන්,මහේෂ් wish කරලා sms එව්වා.සකූයි තනුජායි කෝල් කලා.බලන්න මම අලුත් සල්වාර් එක ඇඳලා පන්ති යන්න හිටියෙ.කොහෙද!සල්වාර්1 මහලත් නෑ අසනීප නිසා පන්තිත් නෑ.ලොකු අයියා සුපුරුදූ පරිදි තොත්තුවක් දීලා ෂේප් උනා.හරි නරකයි.අද ඉස්කෝලෙ swimming pool1ට මුල් ගල තියනවා.දෙවෙනි ගල කවදා තියයිද දන්නෑ.අපි ඉස්කෝලෙට ආව කාලෙ ඉඳලනෙ ඕක හදන්න ප්ලෑන් කරන්නෙ.ළමයි කියනවා අපේ මිණිපිරියන්ටවත් ඕකෙ පීනන්න ලැබුනොත් වාසනාවක් කියලා.අපිට school ID1ත් ලැබුණානෙ!මගෙ ඔක්කොම ඇද වෙලා ගිහින්.මාර සුදුයි හැබැයි.ඇහිබැම තනිකර ඇඳලා වගේ.ළමයි අහනව මම මේකප් දාලද ෆොටෝ1 ගත්තෙ කියලා.හැමෝගෙම මූණු ඇතුල බල්බ් දාල වගේ සුදු වෙලා.ළමයි කියනව proposal 1ක් ආවොත් යවන්නෙ මේක කියලා.(මනමාලය හිතයි 'මරු නෙ!'කියල)සකූට තාත්තා කියල -මේක නම් check කරන්න ඉල්ල ගත්තොත් අනිවා කොටියෙක් කියලා ඔයාව අල්ලගන්නවා,මොකද ෆොටෝ එකේ ඉන්නෙ නම් ඔයා නෙමේ-ලු.( ප.ලි.ඕව නම් මොනවද,මගෙ ජාතික හැඳුනුම්පතට ෆොටෝ1 ගත්ත තැන උන්න බුද්ධිමතුන් පිරිසක් වැඩි හොඳට මගෙ මූණෙ උපන් ලපයත් photoshop වලින් මකල දාලා තිබුණනෙ!)

grand grandpapa!!

my grandpa's 96years old.& very very annoying.lol.today I went to visit him,with my mom.He's so skinny.looks like an aged lion.when he saw my mother,he started crying,& hugged her.then asked me,looking at me from his watered eyes,in what court now I work as a lawyer!!*faint*LOL.my mother had foolishly told him(when I was preparing to sit the law entrance exam)I'm learning to be a lawyer!after that he's told everyone came to visit him,proudly,that his grand daughter is studying to be a lawyer!now it's done.now he won't believe if we say I'm gonna be a management accountant,not a lawyer cos having a lawyer as a grandchild is one of his greatest dream.so I've no option but face the law entrance exam again next year!hehe.& about my granny.she's now nuts.calls me her'akka-elder sis'!when we told her we're going to grandpa's place,she also started crying.not remembering her hubby,but saying she's having symptoms of a heartattack & begging not to leave her.well.after about an hour we were able to calm her down,gave her medicine(just a paracitamol),said not only her,but her hubby likes to see his children.wonder what will happen to me when I became a granny.or will I ever be a granny?hmmm.dntknw.i've never imagined myself as a mother.though I want to be pregnant soon!I like pregnant bellies.but I don't like the 'process'of it.lol.hmmm I want a cute,sweet baby...*blushing*gosh.I started from grandfather & now babies!must have a lil nap.c ya.tc

පරණ දින සටහන්

හිටපු ගමන් පරණ diary1ක් කියෙව්වා.මේ ඒකෙ තැනින් තැනින් අහුලගත්තුවා.
2006 පෙබරවාරි 23
අද මාර jolly!class එකේ නම් කියපු මලදානයක් තේරුණේ නෑ.හැබැයි class ඉවරඋනාමයි දැක්කෙ වහිනවා කියලා.මා...රයි.dazzeled(NIR),මායි,මල්ෂා යි තුන්දෙනා ලඟම කුඩ නෑ.අපි පිටකොටුවෙ holt1 ලඟ හිටියා පැය1/2ක් තිස්සෙ bus1ක් එනකන්.හිතාගන්න පුලුවන්ද,වහලයක් වත් නැති holtඑකේ,නිකම්ම අහස යට,1කුඩයක් වත් නැතුව,ධාරාණිපාත වැස්සෙ අපි පැය1/ක් bus1ක් එනකන් හිටියා කියලා!අන්තිමේ කොණ්ඩෙ pony tail1ක් දා ගත්තා.uniform1ඉදන් යට ඇඳුම් වලට යනකන් තෙත බරි වලා.මා....ර ෂෝක්.මම ගෙදර ආපු ගමන් නෑවා.වෙලාව රෑ9.30යි.2006-අගෝස්තු-07
ඉඩ තියෙන නිසා මොනව හරි ලියන්න හිතුනා.මට හිතුනා සීදුව ගැන ලියන්න.ලොකු අම්මා ඉන්න කාලෙ සීදුව හරි ලස්සනයි.මං හරි ආසයි නත්තලට සීදු යන දවසට.අපි මෙහෙන් කෑම හදාගෙන,අලුත් ඇඳුම් අරගෙන,ගෙවල් වලට තෑගි අරන් යන්නෙ.එහෙ හැම ගෙදරකම නත්තල් ගස් හදලා,සරසලා,නත්තල් කේක් හදලා,රතිඥ්ඥා පත්තු කරනවා...මාරjolly!ඒ කාලෙ ගොඩ දෙනෙක් බැඳලා නෑ.නදී අක්කා,ඉන්දූ අක්කා,මල්ලිකා අක්කා,රේණු අක්කා,නාලි අක්කා,චූටි අයියා,නලින් අයියා තව ගොඩක් අය.ඉතිං අපේ අයියලා දෙන්නත් ඒ අය එක්ක සෙට් උනාම මාර ෂෝක්.රෑට මහ ගෙදර ඉස්තෝප්පුව(ඒක පොළවට වඩා අඩි2ක් විතර උඩින් තියෙන්නෙ,වහලයක් නෑ)උඩ පැදුරු දාලා නිදාගෙන අහස බලනව.රෑට වටේටම තියෙන වගුරු බිමෙන් ගෙම්බොයි රැහැයියොයි කෑගහනව ඇහෙනව.රේල් පාර ළඟ හින්දා සැරින් සැරේ කෝච්චි යනව ඇහෙනව.පල්ලියෙ පූජාවට ගණ්ඨාරෙ ගහනව ඇහෙනව.සමහර දවස් වලට විතරක් අපි පල්ලි යනවා.මාත් දවසක් පල්ලි ගියා මතකයි.මට හරි ආසාවක් ආවා අර පෝලිමේ ඉඳලා ගන්න 'පූප' කන්න.හැබැයි අපිට හම්බුනේ නෑ.අපි කතෝලික නෙමේ නෙ.ඉතින් ආයෙ එද්දි මම හරි upset ගිහින්.අපි පල්ලි ගියෙ නැති දාට නෝබට් මහප්පලා පල්ලි ගිහින් එනකන් අපි හැමෝම ඉස්තෝප්පුවෙ ඉඳගෙන තරු දිහා බල බල පරණ කතා කියනවා.ලොකු අම්මට පල්ලි යන්න බැරි නිසා ගොඩක් වෙලාවට යන්නෙ නෑ.ඉතිං අපි12පහු වෙනකන් ඇහැරලා.12ට ඉතිං මෙහෙ අවුරුද්දට වගේ තමා එහෙ රතිඥ්ඥා.ඉස්තෝප්පුවෙ ඉන්නකොට මාර හීතල හුළඟක් එන්නෙ.මතක් වෙනකොටත් දැන් දුකයි.ඒ කාලෙ ආයෙ එන්නෙ නෑ.අවුරුදු10කින් සීදුවම වෙනස් උනා.ලොකු අම්මා මැරුණා.මැණිකෙ,මොන්ටි අයියා,ලිලානි මහම්මා,කමලා මහම්මා,පොඩි අයියා මැරුණා.නදී,ඉන්දු,මල්ලිකා,නාලි,රේණු අක්කලා බැන්දා.රමණි අක්කා රට.සුදු අක්කා ඩිවෝස්.හ්ම්....ගෙවුණු කාලය,නැතිවුණ දේවල් ආයේ කවදාවත් එන්නෙ නෑ...

after about one year of research,I decided the best 'my type' mobile z w705!lol.but must find a job before start daydreaming....mwah. I love SE.අනේ හැකිතාක් ඉක්මනින් රැකියාව set කර දෙන්න කියා තිස් තුන් කෝටියක් දෙවි දේවතාවන්ගෙන් සහ ලංකා බැංකු සභාපති තුමන්ගෙන් අයදිනවා.luckily, unlucky me got selected to the 4800 candidates,chosen from the 140000+ ppl who faced that exam!& now I swear I won't ever say I'm unlucky if I get the job:)

Can I have your phone number?

gosh.I don't know who's mad.them or me?ada waradi nakathakin anden bahala thiyenne.I met two blind guys on my way to the Class.I really believe they are half blind or suffering from a severe mental illness cos they asked for my mobile number!it's scary cos it happened for the 1st time in my life,I mean asking for mobile number after a friendship or after knowing for sometime is different.lol.is this love at 1st sight?pmpl.I was shocked.luckily 1st guy got off at kiribathgoda.but2nd one tortured me for one & half hours.finally I managed to escape by telling him a big fat lie.I told him,I already have a boyfriend who's living in australia(actually it's my bro who's living there)& not allowed or interested in anyone else.even just for friendship.then he started asking about my 'boyfriend' !!lol.all started cos I was smiling with myself,remembering what happened in the previous bus.& this guy said I have a beautiful smile!mad mad world.I can't wait until I meet my mom.she'll be excited.lol.they didn't look that bad either.haha.I think my dieting has started to work!next time i'm gonna give them my mother's mobile number.+should ask them to forward a CV to my e mail account.she's looking for someone good to'get rid of me'

rabbits

I can't forget my two rabbit,though I was so angry with that5 dogs that night now I feel sorry for them,cos I know my father won't rest untill he kill one of them.but I neither love them,& never will.every moment I see my bunny's sweet pics & 'about myself' phrase in this blog I remember how they ran to me whenever they heard my footsteps.& how I cuddled them in my arms..how they ate carrots & 'kan kun' from my hand & hopped around like small fur balls.I dreamed about the day we put them outside,cos they could run or play as they wish,but....never thought it's gonna be their final day.we all thought it was strong enough.never thought those devils could tear that steel net from their teeth.un ballo neme yakku tikak!mata gedara sathutakata hitiye un2 witharai.un2th nathuwa giya.unlucky me...hmmm.....

Found sinhala unicodes!!

අම්මෝ යන්තම් සිංහල අකුරු භොයාගත්තා.ටයිප් කරන එක තමයි පිස්සු භැදෙන්නෙ.I think I prefer English.අපරාදෙ.මම සිංහලෙන් ලියන්න කැමතියි ලේසි සිස්ටම් එකක් තිබ්බ නම්.සිංහල -කතන්දර බ්ලොග්-site 1 follow කරන්න පටන්අරන් ටික කාලයක් උනත් කියවන්න පුලුවන් උනේ අදයි.ඒ site 1 ගැන දැන ගත්තෙ පත්තරෙන්.මම බලාපොරොත්තු වෙනවා බැරි වෙලාවත් මගෙ බහු බූත posts ඒ ලිපියෙ නම් නොදාවි කියලා.දැම්මොත් මගෙ සායම් හේදෙනව.class ගිහිනුත් හමාරයි!!ඉදින් අනුකම්පා කරනු මැනව..

Unfaithful

Wrapped in his arms
His body was warm
Her skin tingled at his touch
Her softness brushed against his roughness....
Their lips met.
For a second or,
it could've been hours
Lost in his eyes...
Small shiny eyes...
Ane she thought about the other
With big childish eyes
Cute sweet smile
A naughty boy with an unique style..
Energetic young
a successful man
Could make any women mad...
How will I feel in his arms?
She thought
Imagining herself laid on his lap
Kissing his dark neck...
Feeling the beat of his strong heart
Letting him handle her
Anyway he wants...
Will he love me the same way?
She thought.
Still kissing him.
Will he play with me wildly?
She thought.
Still stroking him...
Will he smile wickedly after a nasty trick?
Oh I love that smile..
She laughed suddenly.
Their lips broke apart.
Why sweety?what were you thinking about?
he asked.
Dragging her closer...
Looking at her eyes
Which gleamed with a secret shine
Nothing baby...
I just love the way you kiss me
The unfaithful girlfriend lied

another sunday

another sunday.i'm stuck here.it's indika sir's lecture.Aiyo ba men.Epa wenawa.I wanna go home.i wanna have a good sleep.only slept 2hours today.hmmm poor bunnies

rabbits

my sweet rabbits were killed by our dogs.now it's 1.36a.m.I was woken up by my mothers cries.well.i'm gonna do just one thing.I'm gonna kill that5dogs.as i've promised.I have a big bound with the eldest2 of them,but the rest.I don't care.damn.I didn't even saw their bodies.father has buried them before I see them.I feel so sad.so wretched.I nearly killed one of the dogs.father didn't let me to cut it's throat.he told me to get off when I was holding his neck,ready to cut it's head off.bitch.I let it &father hit it by a club.it screamed & ran.don't know what happened to it.bitch.

boycott srilanka??it's ridiculous

do you know there is a site called boycottsrilanka.net ?it's totally a rubbish.one guy told us to check this site & a video they've uploaded in the youtube & I was really shocked after entering it.I don't think people maintaining that site have ever visited srilanka!!it says each time you buy a srilankan product,you support to kill a tamil.they say do not buy srilankan products,for the reasons they've said,in srilanka a tamil person must always carry identity cards or they'll arrested,over30000 civilians have killed in 2009 & srilankan army rapes tamil girls & so on.it's really a piece of Shit.finally that damn war ended,after20 years of sufferings both parties had to bear n now the south north are reunited.my cousin bro went to jaffna last week n he said people live there are extremely friendly n helpfull.for20 years we didn't have a chance to recognize eachother,to know eachothers' value.but now we are becoming more closer.so let it be.don't spread terrorism again.if you want to know the truth,come to srilanka & see it yourself.not only tamil people,but also we had to carry our identity cards wherever we go.but it was in the war period.they held one of my friends in a check point for hours cos she's forgotten her identity card.& my eldest brother was arrested & being held in the police for more than 12hours cos he took photos near a highly secured area.the rules are there.but not only for minority(as they say,but there isn't a minority anymore.only srilankans)& during the war time,only terrorists were killed,if you wanna blame someone,blame america.it's the country who kills civilians.boycott srilanka is a racist site which support terrorism.disgusting

Spider phobia

my memory about spider contains really dramatic stories.it started after I watched the movies-spiders.well I saw nightmares every night for a long time after watching it.dreadfull.imagining with there long legs, crawling on my body.their hairy gigant black body...most memorable day with spiders was the day I was trapped in the bathroom.it was my next door cousin sister's wedding day.I was in the bathroom (actually sitting in the toilet)when a spider slipped in to the room through the gap under the door.I don't know how I jumped,but within a second I was standing on the commode seat n screaming my lungs out.I couldn't get out cos the spider was on the door n nobody else could rescue me cos the door is locked.father had to fetch a long stick n he brought the ladder,opened the fanlight.using the stick he opened the door lock.then my brother chased out the spider.damn.I cried for hours.I don't know how to overcome this aracano phobia.hmmm poor spiders.I know they are harmless.but I just can't stand them.eeeya

dieting

Well...for the110th time I started dieting again.it's easy to start,but hard to control my tongue n greediness.lol.when I started eating only fruits n vegetables,& drink lots of liquids I want,I DREAM about solid n more food like food.yum.hot rice with chicken curry,toast with peanut butter,cheese sandwiches,sausage pastries-chocolate muffins,doughnuts....mmm.everything I love to eat.but I must control my tongue & tummy now!!lets see for how many days this gonna last:-)

EXHAUSTED

sometimes I feel like cinderella.not mean that I'm a beauty,but we share one similarity.work!!yesterday I had to clean dinner dishes,pots n pans,n clean the kitchen.cos my mom was sick.she has a severe joint pain.today morning she woke me up at about7.30.moaning she can't even made the tea.so I made tea,made a curry for the bread.cleaned the kitchen.boiled water,helped mom to wash grannie.then made her bed.cut vegetables,prepared everything for the lunch.mopped the house.helped mom.finally took a bath.I lost my appetite after all those work n didn't eat.it's wednesday-story day.so went to the library.there were about 20 children.I choose a willowbank story.they enjoyed it so much.I realised it cos they asked me questions at the end!now I know how our Indika sir feels each time he asks-any questions?nobody ask him questions(except dazzle)then came home.made a delicious iced tea.just as I thought about studying light went out,no current.rain started.lucky me.so sipping mango flavoured iced tea I started blogging.here I am,chasing insects buzzing near my ear.gosh I must start studying!!only 95days left.wow.good.power came back.c u then.tataa

Tiger Wood

after logging off my yahoo mail I accidently came across link to a gossip site,full of celeb's affairs,breakups,& ofcourse,about Tiger Woods.the naughty boy.it was a 76pages story with photos,about woods n his 'harem girls'.wonder what made a person like him behave like that.is it only him,or all the men?I can't imagine what made him hook up with12 women,even half of them looks same,pretty blondes,big busts,fair skinned.why can't a man be satisfied with just one women?do others have different kind of organs?hmmm.& media really messes up his life.it's disgusting.1st rumor burst up in november & now the number of his mistresses has risen to12 & he's totally ruined.poor fellow.once he's said he believe in buddhism,well if he's really a buddhist he must know that some sins you do will have an impact on you in this very life time,it's called 'dhittadammawedaneeya karma'.guess he's not going to play golf again.what a waste!!

RAIN

It's raining.i love rain but this rain ruined our grain.we were drying our paddy out side while it started to rain.I didn't hear a sound.when mom said it's the time to put them again in bags I went out & discovered everything's soaked in rain.we're a lucky family,so tomorrow we must spread them to dry again.phew.i'm covered in hay & dust now.should take a bath.& btw talking about my interviewe,it was a nightmare!my interviewe board was the worst.boring.they all asked questions in sinhala,but that's not the problem,they talked with me in such a sleepy manner which made me really worried.I don't know whether i'm too excited or the panel is too bored after interviewing so many candidates.they told me thank you & gestured me the interviewe is over within two minutes:(yeah it's another miracle if I get selected.hehe.well...tataa

wow

I'm in the 30th floor in one of the highest buildings in srilanka.wow.it's the BOC tower.I can see a clear picture of the colombo harbour & the lovely ocean from here.it's magnificent.it's great.when I remember that Mr.sweet works on the twin towers just opposite this building,the scene became more lovely.wow.

I'm nervous!!

tomorrow is my big day.it's my 1st ever interviewe!!i'm so excited & so nervous.i'm positive.yes.I believe I'm gonna be selected.like mariah in sound of music,who says-'I HAVE CONFIDENCE IN CONFIDENCE IN ME!! 'yes I have confidence in confidence in me!!ok.enough.I must think about something else...mmmh.that Valentine miracle happened,pravi didn't give that mock exam:) & Mr.sweet smiled with me :D I love....... his smile.I like to see you smiling,cos seeing you smiling makes me happy!lol.i'm mad.no i'm excited.& I don't know the reason,i'm feeling bit sad.moody,hope a dreamless sleep will cure it.or a Gream,or a Pream(jst kidding dazzled) ZZZ.I'm almost asleep now.it's 11p.m. oki.gud nyt then.wish myself good luck.tataa

rabbits

What are you silly rabbits doing with my bag?shoooo shooooo!hehe

my Valentine day

happy Valentine's day!!well...for me it's another sunday.I need my bed & a good sleep more than any miracle happening today.i'm sooooo sleepy.yawn.hmmm talking about miracles...yeah I believe that happens sometimes.maybe Mr.cute won't give us the scheduled mock exam!!lol.a Valentine suprise!gosh.i'm talking nonsense.cos i'm really sleepy now.i'm sitting on the last row in a private bus running in srilanka.5mins passed & it still on the same spot.waiting until the next bus comes n blows it's horn for 5mins to make this take off.boring.I wore a very casual t shirt n a trouser today.when I kissed my mom she looked at me in such a lovely way which says-it seems you don't have a date.how nice.don't worry.we love you.-lol.hope she's not planning to wed me to dad's best friend's son!he's cute.but not my type.hmmm.wonder what my ex boyfriend's doing now.planning to ruin someone else's life?or is he feeling lonely as I do now?wonder.so. .that's it.another sunday.let's see what happens;)

rawul

ada godak rawul gana katha una dawasak.mamai mage yaluwai kathawa patan ganne subject1n,or past paper question1kin.eth Kohen hari kage hari opaadupayak adila enawa.adath bus eke ena gaman(kathawa patan gaththe Kohomada mathaka na)api katha une ape sweet lecturer Mr.sweet ge rawula gana.

mama kiwwa eyata thaama rawula awith na kiyala.yaluwa kiyanawa eya kalu nisa rawula pen nathi lu.mama kiwwa Ekko neat shave karanawa athi kiyala.yaluwa kiyanawa wax karanawa athi lu.lol.mama kiwwa na permanently remove karala athi kiyala.maara prashna thama apitath mathak wenne.Kohoma unath hari sinidu paata hombak eyata thiyenne.

permanent hair removing gana kiyaddi mata mathak une mage moone laavata enna patan aran thiyana rawula.oka laser treatment walin remove karanna Rs80000 withara yanawa lu.aparade.razor2000k gaththahaki.eth mala karume razor kalama kota ahu wenawa.monawa unath kellek ne?passe kaaleka bf kiss karaddi kota moone aneddi chaater ne.me langadi thaththa wedding1ta yanna kalin da ra shave karaddi mama ahuwa ai damma kiyala.eya kiyanawa lesi lu.mama qwa mama nam hetama rawula baanawa kiyala.lol.thaththatath hina

control your anger

several years ago when I was reading a magazine-now I don't remember the name- I came across an article which helped me through out my whole life since.it was about controlling anger.well i'm a person who rarely get angry.but when it happens I can't control it.my whole body starts to shake n I could hit somebody,or even kill.so if you are also a guy who gets in to heat all the time this tips will help you a bit.
1-quit from the scene that cause your anger.if it's a phone call turn off ur phone.if it's one of your parents leave them while they are shouting at you.if it's another person say ur not in a mood to discuss anything further n leave.
2-you can't blame anybody for your anger.it's your mind,your heart n your emotions.so you have a choice.be angry or cool down.so think.you should think in a quite place.stop thinking about what caused ur anger.just focus on something else
3-take a towel.go to your bath room.take a refreshing bath or wash ur body using a fragranced soap,body wash.or just go to a wash room,refresh yourself.
4-go to your room,put a fresh comfortable dress.start cleaning the mess in your room.if you are in the office clean the table.or there's nothing to clean just grab ur diary,or it could be your Blog,write all your worries,insults,swear words,f words,anything that comes to your mind
5-have a cup of hot tea:)
ok.now you should realise ur anger is almost over.those steps will calm you down.i've done this so many times n I know it works:)bless whoever wrote it.hehe.

Cheese sandwiches.yum.

yesterday my uncle,who works at hilton hotel colombo brought some delicious sandwiches.mmm.yummy,juicy,creamy,cheesy.it was bit cold when we got it.but we put it in the oven.it was mouth watering.I wish I could get the recipe.there were chicken,button mushrooms,ham,cream cheese,mustard,& parsly or something greenish.really rich.really tasty.I guess it's quite expensive too.but my uncle never tell me the price(in case if I choke the sandwich in my mouth)hehe.I'm planning to buy those ingrediants myself n try to make some.mmm.just by thinking about it i'm getting hungry.ok then.off for the dinner.here I go.byeeee

don't tell anybody

well,this's the 2nd part of my post.3idiots.if you're single n live in a middle class family,you'll rarely get a chance to watch a movie from a film hall.even you are having a relationship n go there with ur guy,you rarely get a chance to watch the movie cos ur guys interested in you in the dark than the film.lol.before I broke up with my boy friend we never missed a movie released.but now i'm single,n my friend is almost single(well that's another complicated story)we decided that we should entertain ourself.hehe.no we're not lesbians.but now we enjoy the freedom in our lives.so whenever we feel, we go to a movie,laugh our asses off.gosh this movie-3idiots is great.I don't admit I much like typical hindi movies,but this is something.Amir's really cute.funniest part of that film is the twisted speech that fart guy gives.lol.well you must watch it.90% people live in srilanka n india share a similar story.we just run a race.we just do what our parent want us to do.we just used to make their dreams come true.to achieve what they were unable to achieve.I know it.but even I can't stand against it.if I follow my heart's desire-i should've entered to an art school.so here i am.studying CIMA!lol.hmmm hmmm hmmm.anyway.again i'm saying.it's a nice movie.my ribs are still aching after laughing.& another thing.don't tell this to anybody.cos it's a secret.lol.i'm a gud daughter who told her parents that morning lecture ended at 1.30 n evening lecture was cancelled due to a power failure;)hehe

Three idiots

today was a crazy day.when I say crazy I mean it.yesterday I slep after12 cos I had to complete my home work.then my Sweet father woke me up at 5a.m. Grrr.you know how it feels when u r wrapped warmly in a soft bed sheet,outside's still dark.your pillow is really comfortable.hmmm.I felt so lazy.zzz.but had to wake up..

my best friend,dazzeled,told me yesterday that she's bought a new shirt so I also decided wearing my blue shirt.well anyway our lecture halls are air conditioned,it won't get too hot.then I packed my books,kissed my father n mother,started another tiring sunday.financial management n enterprise management.phew.if you r in srilanka you know how buses run here.we could walk faster than a bus.lol.so we were bit worried,but fortunately reached bambalapitiya at about8.05.

can guess what we saw when we turned on the lane where our institute is located?hehe.that lane was packed with students!power failure.dat means no AC,no lights,no lectures!!but we're good students.ha ha.though there was another tempting thing happening few meters away,we waited,sweating in our long sleeved shirts,standing there until our handsome lecturer-Mr.cute- came n say classes r cancelled.yes.we ran to the majestic city(shopping mall n a cinema)n was lucky cos we only missed 10mins from the begining.3idiots.what a movie.lol.

hall was almost full cos it's a sunday,but luckily found two seats between two couples.yeah.ignoring there frowns we sat there.they frown cos when we're there they can't kiss if the movie turned up to be a boring one:D

night

Laying on bed,whole night
thinking...
world passes away,in a second
blinking...
letting all flow,but my life is
shrinking...
alone,but not lonely,i'm figuring the
meaning..
All and anything,each and everything...
is there a reason?
is there an answer?
my thirsty is unquenchable
yet i'm searching fora spring
in a desert....
i'm thinking and thinking.
whole night..about everything......!

shadow

Once upon a time
there was a shadow...
which followed me wherever I go..
it came with me when I crossed the fields
it followed me when I walk in the beach
it touched my feet when I stopped.
I was angry with it
I needed some time on my own!!
once my companion,once best friend...
tried to ignore it,but it never cared a bit
dragging it along the road..
I walked exhausted
everyday when I slept
Shadow crawled under me...
it covers me when I turn the light off.
but I didn't feel it one night...
wondering why
woke up in the morning
finding the shadow has left me forever....
Now I walk anywhere I want
Nothing follows me,only my trails
when I walk I turn back slowly,
but it's all bright sunlight
I walked miles,miles & miles........
until I felt sad
I missed my shadow
I felt so bad.
still I wonder what happened...
did i choose the right option?
or was I completely wrong?

my bunnies!!

my sweet brother bought me two cute bunnies....mwah.they look like snaw balls.I want to kiss them so badly but my mom don't let me.cos I have wheezing.hmmm.father's making a big cage,it's really lovely n they can hop around as they wish.i'm looking for some cute names for them.i thought about tutu n ginny:)